o man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i juz CANNOT believe it... today is supposed to be a tok in my church where we were supposed to invite friends.. it's an evangelistic event.. those christians out there will noe wat this means.. i prayed .. i realli prayed tt everything will turn out fine... but u noe wat????? i woke up todya.. and heard tt i had an sms frm dory.. she cant come because she is sick.. ok nvm.. then i calle nil and ren jie.. nil said her flu is realli bad.. ok nvm.. i understand.. but.. i juz CANNOT believe e next one.. ren jie.. she was supposed to be able to make it 4 e tok.. juz tt she 4got to tell her mum.. then today when she told her mum.. her mum said tt she had to go to sum immigration dunno wat to go book tickets.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u noe wat's e worse thing?? i told her tt e tok starts at 3.30.. and she say she's leaving at 3.00!!!!! can u believe this???? now i noe wat is spiritual opposition.. how i wish i could swear now.. o man... i am soooooo DISAPPOINTED.. or more of... shock and pissed... not at they all 3.... but at __