guess i screwed my life up ... man.. i was reflecting.. wat kinda person am i?? haix.... 2day was kind of a killer 4 me.. 1st.. it was E math.. i dunno y.. but ever since ms ng scolded e class e other day.. she has been like looking at me wheneva she teaches.. ok..i admit.. i had been tokin quite alot last time.. but now i realli nv tok much lorr.. o and then when i made a short remark to nilawan she looked at me w those fierce eyes and put a finger to her mouth.. blaaaa.. i didnt even tok much lorr.. seriously.. i hav been conscious of e amt of words i speak wheneva i step into her class lorr.. HAIZ... this is life man.. 1 bad impression and *poof*.. everything is bad about u .. even tho u are realli tryin to change..

next thing..___ was obviously angry w me and rj because we didnt wait 4 her.. actualli i feel real bad oso la.. but i cant possibly ask chris and christine to wait 4 her till she comes up.. it's kinda hard 4 me ya noe.. o man.. she mux be real pissed.. she actualli wanted to hav lunch w us one.. then in e end..not onli did she not turn up to hav lunch w us.. she didnt turn up 4 e project..HeLp..

next thing..was complainin about my sis not helpin me w my html into this blog thing..when she came up beside me suddenly to help me ..she read tt line..o MAN>... shucks.. i feel so bad man.. *sobs* .. wat is goin on w me ?????????????

i realli dunno.. realli dunno.. but i feel like i'm a realli ugly person sumhow.. i juz find myself ..u noe.. i dunno... my character sucks man.. big time.. sumtimes i kinda hate myself ...

*HAIX*..feelin down and all..
`sheila over and out~