thinkin abt life
Friday, May 13, 2005 | Friday, May 13, 2005 | 0 comments
mmmm.... juz been thinkin abt myself.. find myself kinda erm.. useles??? super sad thing is tt i am nv veri gd in smth.. even in e things tt i realli like to do.. like v-ball .. drawin..and stuff.. feel veri yux..*sigh..even piano.. sumtimes i realli hate myself??? i mean..i luv playin piano.. but am forced to quit.. and dun dare take it up again.. cos i'm scared dun hav time to practise and stuff.. i realli feel so sad la.. and i realli hate it to think tt i am not veri gd in anything?? *haix.. and well.. wanna take up smth durin e june hols..kick-boxing or sum other things.. i dunno la.. but i'm not gonna do nth in e hols lorr..

and hmmmm.. failed a math.. juz passed physics.. and bla... feel sick and tired of my attitude nowwadays.. rude and 'swearish' and all.. realli dun wanna take up this habit lorr.. and well .. found out tt person liao.. but changed target.. and blablabla..

i wanna badly..
so badly..
wanna..
wanna..
wanna........
uuu...............................

`ciao