stupid mood swings man!!! relli cant stand them..today i was almost at e peak of my wonderful mood..when SOMEBODY simply cannot take heed after all my silence tt i'm in a veri bad mood.. then tt SOMEBODY tok and tok and agitated me sooooooooo much tt i finally cried..angry tears.. i canot stand him la.. REALLI ...it's not e 1st time he's sooo irritating liao.. and it's lyk super sad la...he's kinda 'in' our clique .. so called.. cos my gd frends kinda enjoy him ard...and wat 2 do?? we r somehow 'recruiting' ppl in...o wow.. i actualli realli dun mind juz e 3 of us..honestly.. but i guess it's e insecurity?? pity... haix..i guess it'll realli take time 4 us 2 settle down.. i always feel bad when i quarrel w others ...seriously..

i'm realli havin lotsa mixed feelings these days..more of anger and stuff..and i'm getting pretty scared.. and simply soo lost.. well...hmmm.. i guess i'm realli not worst off compared 2 those hu lost their loved ones..yupp..

hmmm..then emath had 2 go alone...sian..


2day came back frm e math remedial.. then did my quiet time..poured out wat i had 2 sae 2 God.. then God gave me a passage...realli wunderful .. i read a pssage in e daily bread and it tells of this guy hu oso lost his gd buddy in an accident.. and he kept staring into space..then he read this verse tt realli comforted him: 'your mery o Lord is in e heavens; your faithfulness reaches to e clouds -- psalm 36:5-7' i'm realli glad abt this...i noe tt God is realli listenin 2 me...and he luvs me lotsa.. yupp..and no matter wat i go thru.. he'll always be there to guide me... =))

**ciao