ytd was pretty rough.. wanted 2 quit.. called ps gim har oready.. but she persuaded me till i oso dunno wat 2 sae lorr..aiyaa...dunno laa..veri stressed over this thing oready...i muz admit i feel pretty pissed..frustrated..u noe...haix..dunno laaa!!!!!! i juz haix...dunno wat 2 sae..

i hav NO IDEA y i put myself in this thing lorr..since i noe full well tt i wont be happy..since i noe tt i'd be busy..haix..i feel so stupid sometimes.. guess it's more because of my father's face bahh...i dun wann ppl 2 tok behind his back...lyk ''wahh...pastor's daughter ahh...y pastor's daughter dun join...y liddat?? ''

sometimes i hope tt ppl wld juz grow up or smth.. pastors do hav a life 2 live..n sumtimes pastors do make mistakes..they r oso humans ok??? hu r u 2 judge them?? r u perfect urself?? n pastors can allow their children 2 wk things out themselves..n let them choose 4 themselves..yes..they may give advises..but hello...e choice is still ours 2 make...so pls dun blame everythin on a pastor!!

haix..am i too aggressive??? ok...but tt's how i honestly feel..give me a life mann