sumtimes i wonder y i dun hav e confidence in almost eveything..sigh.. exams..studies.. sports .. frends.. decision making.. sigh...i hate tt feelin..seriously..feelin veri frustrated..haix..tho i noe tt sumtimes i'm capable of doin smth..but my lack of confidence will cause me 2 back out in e end..yepp..tt's me..so sumtimes it's nt tt i dun wanna do smth..or join smth..but i dun hav e confidence tt i realli realli need.........

but thnx 2 nil n dory n renjie..i realli improved..yep..i m more willing 2 tok ..more willing 2 open up 2 ppl..hav lotsa tots de..but dun wanna think le..ya..i think i'll post again if i hav e inspiration..