er.. haha.. let's c.. had 4 tests this wk.. n i'm having 6 tests next wk.. 2 spa .. 2 math test n 2 GP test ... yes... pro right?? haha.. my brain juice was nearly squeezed dry after chem test 2day.. had little motivation 2 work le.. then came interact club.. we were tested on our planning skills n i realised tt i 4got all e WO course stuffs.. haha..

stress really building up le.. 2day was toking 2 nil...at long last.. n she said smth right.. n i'm NOT denying it k.. but stress frm skool realli takes up 1 large portion of me being liddat oso..n i hav no idea y.. no idea y i always feel liddat when i come online..

2day yq msged me.. 'let God and let go' .. how ironic.. i tot i got it last wk.. n i was e one hu encouraged him 2 leave everything 2 God ... i tot i got it.. n then.. i lost it again.. juz this wk.. juz this mon.. sigh.. if onli things cld b tt simple..

my life is so filled w choices.. sigh.. i realli cant stop sighing.. i realli realli realli realli wan 2 pour out EVERYTHING here.. but i cant .. sigh........

o well.. i'm not living for myself only.. yep.. i'm not.. n i cannot b selfish ..





i'm very tired