it's 10pm.. n i realli need 2 slp.. but i realli cannot.. something is realli bothering me la.. sigh.. i think it's happening again.. e tone frm tt msg.. those one-worded msg....... sigh.. it's obvious tt smth is wrong.. but _ dun wan 2 tell me wat.. YYY????? y do i always hav 2 speculate ? i realli dislike 2 speculate.. n tmr is _ exam .. realli wan _ 2 do well.. did i say smth wrong again???? is our communication this bad? ARGHHh~~ i'm already trying 2 get used 2 things.. i'm already trying 2 convince myself tt things will juz turn out fine.. n i noe it wld.. cos we committed it 2 God right? then y does this hav 2 happen .. not e 1st.. but e 4th time? am i too sensitive? am i thinking too much?? O MANNN!!!!! i can juz die of confusion n questioning.. haix... it's barely 2 days .. 2 days of 1 n 1/2 yrs.. n our trial seems 2 hav already started..

hav 2 b strong if we r 2 finish this test well.. n i realli wan 2.. =)) ok.. nvm.. everything will turn out juz fine =D.. tmr i'll juz follow God's leading ba .. kk..veh slpy.. nights ppl.. n all e best 2 those taking their exams !