2day ... so many things were gg thru my mind.. i can onli tok abt 1.. e rest r.. pretty... private.. was thinking abt how i'm slowly losing topics 2 tok w some of my classmates.. was quite sad tt i dun seem 2 b able 2 tok as much 2 cherrie lyk b4 june hols le.. n .. i feel lyk.. i'm slowly losing my identity in front of my classmates again.. n i noe e prob realli lies in me.. mayb i'm juz trying too hard.. mayb i'm juz too afraid tt school will also b lyk how it is lyk in excons.. sigh.. i'm already trying 2 fit into excons.. i cant afford 2 do e same 4 school.. then i looked at vivian, jing xin n huiyi.. 3 of them r in e same class since sec3 i think.. n now they're oso in e same class.. they realli seem veh happy 2gether.. then i tot of myself.. if ren jie n nil were w me... things wld b SO different.. of cos i'll totally b happy.. but i guess God realli wans me 2 learn 2 make new frens.. cos we'll somehow part again someday.. yep.. i realli thinking of getting a livejournal acc.. there.. i can realli rant all i wan.. n onli certain ppl can c.. but o wells.. i think i dun hav much time 2 do so.. but given a chance.. i oso wldnt wan 2 change class.. cos e ppl there r realli nice =) yep yep... JIAYOU SHEILA!! lol ;PP