i'm realli biahing 4 my promos this time .. somehow i treat this exam as realli crucial.. cos .. cos i'm not doing this 4 myself.. yep =)but kinda afraid of gg into it..

juz read a blog.. someone i noe hu juz came 2 noe Christ recently.. felt pretty touched tt God is realli realli working in his life...yea.. i oso dunno how 2 describe it.. watching a person grow frm an unbeliever 2 a believer n then developing on.. it's amazing.. no wonder vio love being a youth leader.. watching ppl grow.. esp if u're e mentor.. somehow.. my prayers arent wasted then ..

hmm.. honestly watching my fren grow sometimes realli put me 2 shame .. becos i sometimes i fail 2 do certain things i ought 2 do as a christian n yet he did it.. proud of him? yea sure of cos =) ...i read e portion of 'many christians always ask God y their questions arent answered.. but i always get mine answered.. a miracle? maybe..' yea.. smth liddat.. n tt portion struck me.. kinda got me 2 think.. realli ... all my life as a christian i hav been grappling w issues lyk faith.. yea.. faith... .... but i guess my faith in God took 4 a huge turn this yr.. God realli put me thru so much so much.. tt i cant believe how much i've realli grown.. =)

God is great .. i love Him alot .. many ppl juz dun get wat is happening in my life n start pointing fingers.. but i'm juz so thankful tt God wun.. He is e only one hu wont.. n thruout all e tests i've been thru.. i have never been alone..





to God be the glory =) <3