guess there wld always come a pt in time when we get disappointed w ppl, when somehow they dun seem 2 meet up 2 wat we expect 2 b.. or .. mayb.. when they dun seem 2 care much anymore..

hmm.. i was telling God ytd.. tt i'm so thnkful tt i have memories.. most of them arent caught in e camera or video recorded in any way.. but i'm so thnkful tt i can remember them.. i treasure those memories so much cos they'll nv come back 2 me anymore..

i realli miss e times i had in fairfield.. juz miss how we used 2 b so so happy everyday.. i miss my best buds.. but i dun think they feel e same way.. everyone is caught up w their own lives i dun think anybody bothers anymore.. called up nil juz now.. n i realli felt ..sad.. cos.. things arent e same anymore..

i guess i cant do much 2 change how a person thinks.. i dunno even noe how 2 salvage wat i'm handling.. probably cant do much abt anything.. if any of u notice.. juz notice e ppl hu care 2 visit my blog n i think u'll noe y i feel very sad sometimes..cos e ppl hu shd b caring abt wat's gg on w me isnt..

(P.S. pls dun go telling anybody 2 read my blog.. cos i wan a person 2 read not cos someone else asks one 2 come, but instead i wan e person 2 read cos she realli bothers n care 2 do so. yea.)

well, on e bright side, i'm thnkful tt i still hold those memories cos nobody can ever take them away frm me =) n i'm still thnkful tt there r ppl hu still bother 2 c wat's up w my life =D hehe..

ciao ppl