ARRRGhh... =( come on sheila loh...... u're nt supposed 2 feel this way.. it's POST A LEVELSSSSSS!!!

hmmm.. kinda vexed over certain things.. 1stly it's __ .. i cant sae wat.. n 2ndly it's e fact tt i'm slammed in e face w many things ... hmm.. but these things r 4 a worthy meaningful cause which i dun mind sacrificing my time 4 =) becos i'm doing these 4 God.. o man i cant wait 2 c Him work +DD ...

yes.. i'm busy.. nt exactly busy playing.. o wells.. i'm planning 2 impt events this yr end... n i'll b travelling overseas pretty often as well.. so i muz plan my time in spore very very wisely.. otherwise i wun b able 2 finish my planning n find a job ..

sometimes i feel very weak.. i juz so hope that i can trust in God a little more.. but when ppl start 2 pressurize me to attend certain things , i'll start feeling so upset n obliged tt it takes e focus off God again n again..sometimes i find myself trying 2 justify myself.. n this adds even more stress n pressure on myself.. i muz realli learn how nt 2 always feel so conscious of how other's look at me n rmb my resposibilities n noe my limitations n juz work on them.. yea

o wells.. next wk.... hmm..