i recently posted on FB how much i miss the times i had in sec school

really missing the innocence of that time. compared to now, those times were just Fairfield, a bunch of really fun friends, looking forward to school everyday, free from the entanglements of emotional upheavals, and just being blessedly ignorant of being a mature , thinking, seeing person.

i'm not saying that i'm mature or watsoever, but life after sec school was never the same. i start to really SEE things, the many facets of the struggles of life, and at the same time, the beauty of hope. honestly i do wish i had my innocence back. living in a world of my own, happy, and really carefree.

i miss those times alot. daddy is right. as we grow older, our circle of friends do get smaller. and yeah, life's struggles seem to increase.

just feeling a little melancholic at the moment. my own disappointments and weariness seem to wear me down and block out God's goodness in my life. i must not let this happen. i must jiayou and GET back UP!! hmm