this year is the 4th year.. 3 years has past..

i guess sometimes it eats into people when the wait is so long. but at least for now, i'm doing well.

Lejing spoke to me again and yeah she asked. it's amazing how time passes. all i can say is that God's my strength. I wouldnt have been able to do it without God. i have to trust in Him, seeing how much He has provided, guided, and blessed these 3 years.

currently the struggle's still there. but i know i'll be fine cos there's nothing impossible for the God i serve =) amen.