This year was pretty quiet. not alot of people remembered, but because of a few of my WONDERFUL friends, i had a GREAT time =) just extremely thankful for my family, christine, nic, huifang, cherrie and those who remembered . grateful that this bunch of people put in so much effort for a silly big girl =)

20..

woaa

unbelievable.

haha. feels funny. but i don't feel like growing up! i'm missing my 19 now =( heh. adulthood... ARGHHHHHHH!!!! i'm OLD!!!

it's really funny, i've never felt this way before. old. i look at those kids running around and can't believe that in 10 years time when they grow up, start dating, start A levels, bla bla, i'd be 30! *SCREAAAMM* . sob. who knows? i might become a mum by then . OH NOOO! no no nononononononononononoooo....

as i grow older, reality starts becoming apparent. in just a few more years, maybe, i'm gonna move out of the house and married off to who knows. i hate the idea of leaving my family =( actually, i think that courtship period is the best time of your life. because you have both your family and your other significant with you. and u wouldnt have to worry about all sorts of nonsense.

i'm growing up.

now i know how christine felt.

it's truly a new phase of life. very new. =( haha

dont know why my bday post seem so bleak. but on the brighter side, God has something to people like me!

"I will be your God throughout your lifetime-- until your hair is white with age.I made you, and i will care for you. I will carry you along and save you." Isaiah46:4

it's simply amazing how God keeps into account every worry that we mankind face. and the best thing is, He knows beforehand!




All good things come from above.. am thankful for:
1. a beautiful family
2. friends
3. God's guidance and moulding these past 20 years
4. His continual watch-care and love

5. friends who bothered to celebrate bday for me--

cherrie! thanks for the nice dinner, the portrait, and the very sweet BDAY SONG! nobody ever did that before on the phone for me! =DD

Nic! thanks for planning the surprise and putting all the effort to salvage the situation. HAHA! extremely thankful for the amount of heart put into it as well. without the surprise dinner, i think this bday would be quite a dead one =) and thanks for the very sweet forever friends bear! love it! plus the perfume =D

Christine! love you loads loads. just thankful for YOU. thankful for your presence, you returning to spore. thankful for the lovely card and earrings all HANDMADE! =D thankful for the beautiful time having a tai tai life this afternoon ;P thankful for being part of that surprise and for buying the cake! HUGG~~

Siew Li, michael, kinshun and wen yan! just grateful to all of you for being there yesterday. without all of u, my birthday would be sadly silent. haha! thankful for the bday treat and the movie treat =)

6. and of course, the BIGGEST! to my

DADDY MUMMY AND MEI MEI!!

just thankful for the love showered upon me. mei, i'm thankful for the present! you collated ALL my bdays from 1-18yrs old and made it into a scrapbk! cool !!! and i cant believe i got it on my bday too, even though you're in hk. thank u for the amount of heart put into this present =)

daddy thank u for trying to make this bday a happy one for me =) for the WONDERFUL dinner and bday cake!

mummy i'm thankful for how u try to ensure that my bday is happy, even when u're not around to celebrate for me! =)

LOVEYOUALL loads<3

and granny,

i always am thankful for just YOU. thanful for how you shown love to me and my family though u're not staying with us anymore =) thankful for your patience and how u're sucha great grandma to me




count my blessings one by one. count them and know that i'm such a blessed child of God! Amen. thank You Father =)