havent been blogging a really loong time. realised i lost the passion to blog and simply have no time to do so. i cant believe how time flies, and here i am, waiting for my exams to start, and waiting to welcome year 3.. it's truly exciting.. at the same time, i wish i had a little longer before i go out into the workforce and become a full fledged adult.

the past few months have been eventful =) happy ones and sad ones, somehow i got to know myself a little better than before. am now on this ambiguous edge which confuses me a ted bit, but God's words to me, in the end, are still the same.. and i guess those words which i heard from Him a year ago will be the same few words that should guide my life in the years to come, come what may..

it's been 4 yrs plus.. thinking back, it's truly amazing that we've waited this LONG! i still rmb thinking back in J1: 2 yrs till i get into uni, 2 yrs is SO LONG! but alas, 4 yrs just flew past our eyes and we r still on the wait. haha. things have changed here n there in the way i look at things. I no longer struggle as much with envious thoughts as i see pairs of people on the roads, in school, anywhere. Instead, i feel a sense of peace and tremendous gratefulness that I listened to God's guidance to wait. otherwise, I'd have never seen how things unfold in such beauty in His time, and I wouldn't have that same sense of conviction that THIS is God's providence..

Lord, i just need that extra strength to keep in step with u. We've waited thus long.Help us not to move ahead of u n bring the 4 years plus of wait into nothingness. Amen! =)